Oh wow I'm a loser.

I just read my old posts. Wooow. Anyyywayyss. That guy I said I liked? I still like him. Alot. And that guy Josh I said I hate? We're super close friends. But that boy I like has apparently liked me, but of course I learned that ayear later from a random guy. I just hope he still does except he always flirts with my asian friends. And their bitches. Whatever. SO alot has changed, but then again not really. Olivia who I used to be super close with... We're drifting. She's really rude to me most of the time and would rather hang out with Nicole and shit talk about me. All of her friends hate me. I honestly really doubt that she would ever stand up for me if people said bad things about me because she doesn't even support me when we're talkingface to face. I love Nikki though. I think that she'll always be there for me. I hope. She's a great friend.

"So i get on stage right? drop the mic walk up to these hot chicks like what up ladys names slim shady im the lead singer of D12 baby theyre like oh my god its him! BECKY OH MY FUCKING GOD ITS HIM! i swear to fucking god you fucking rock!"
- Eminem of D12

Hey. well, the guy i like asked me to go to a movie with him. i couldnt go. totally my life. got really cool sweats from hollister though. i guess thats good :/

sup.

omg yesterday was soooo fun!! i went to a church thing with my friendds its called area 51. it was awesome we had so much fun. i went with olivia, sophia, amber, and alex. it was so fun. after, i spent the night at sophias house with amber and liv. we pissed off sophs mom cuz we woke her up twice. oops! whatever it was fun.

last day of 6th grade.

wow. i hate my life. so the last day of 6th grade right and i wore dress code cuz everyone was and i was the only one who got dress coded. fml. had to spend the whole day in the office. and im moving. and my parents are getting a divorce. cant get any worse right? wrong. the guy ive liked for the whole year is my neighbor and the only way ill see him next year is walking home. but im fucking moving. I HATE MY LIFFE!!!!! wow am i rlly the only one here who had a REALLY shitty last day of school. oh. right. then my friend who ive know for a year but am really close to invited me to her house and my mom said i couldnt fucking go. of course. and she always says that im putting "pressure" on her and shes" going thru a tough time" but i am too!!! jeez she only thinks about herself. whatever i still love her.

Anways ok the guy i like went out with my friend that ive known forever. lets call her... autumn. so autumn knows i like this guy and we always talked about him and she started like flirting with him and then she invited me to go to the movies with a bunch of people and she said she invited him so he could ask her out. :0!!! and then she was like "im just gonna put on some lip gloss in case we end up doing something else instead of watching the movie" i was like BIITTCCHH!!!

And then josh. jesus i dont even care. thats his real name. josh. motherfucking josh. i hate him. dont ask me why its a terribble subject. well i gtg.